Things were about to change. My wife got into grad school in Boston starting in January, and I had an alpine trip to Patagonia scheduled to leave in early November. Long story short, I had to try to cram all of my "unfinished business" into a short, finite time period.
Having goals is great, but danger comes from having too broad an array of goals. Instead, you need to be very specific. I lived in the San Juan mountains of Southern Colorado for the last decade and I basically wanted to do everything. Well, seasons would come and go and if I didn't tick something off the list, no problem…there was always next season. Wrong!
I had just built my garage with an amazing woody training wall, content that my mountain home base and training facility would help me achieve my long list of local goals, when my wife applied to her graduate program. In the blink of an eye, it seemed, we were planning a trip to Argentina, arranging to have my mother-in-law help out with our daughter, trying to sell our house, flying around the country for grad school interviews, flying to Patagonia, tying up loose ends. The list went on. Things went from cruise control to out of control and my poor list of goals pretty much got scrapped.
I somehow found a way to focus what little free time I had to nick a few items off that long list. But there's still a lot more I wanted to do, and some I'll be revisiting. I spilled a couple of my secrets, knowing conditions were perfect and it was eight years ago that I last saw ice in that chimney! I'd be lying if I told you I'm not disappointed in myself for passively letting time slip by. On the bright side, I did send my hardest boulder problem to date, climbed the amazing Morning Glory on the Ophir Wall, established some amazing new pitches in the Black Canyon, and scrapped my way up some great early season ice. But more is always better, and now I just have a list of things I wanted to do.
Well, no more whining. I now live in Boston, just down the road from pretty much every premier crag in the northeast. I’ve got a new journal, I'm making a list and really concentrating on the routes that inspire me. And I encourage you to do the same. Sit down and be honest with yourself, what is it you want to do? Now write it down in pen, put it somewhere you will see it often, and don't put it off.